New year is always welcome to those who are heading for the new things. And new year is also a good time to look forward. Everyone is looking for his goal, some may go even further.
It is really nice to see people again, and everybody has changed a little bit in this long and cold Christmas. The coffee room in Bute building is humming again; conversations here are full of the feedbacks of last semester, the stressful coming days and so on. All of these show how busy semester we will have. I feel a little bit nervous for we will have our real newspaper to publish in this semester.
As I think about the gain and loss, I really feel regret as I didn’t do my best in last semester. My poor English is not an excuse. Even some of my Chinese classmates got a score as high as 70%. Did I read a newspaper everyday as Gary told us? The answer is no. I was far away from reaching the standard. It is really disgusting to say: I swear I will be hard working… Too waffle and too childish. I need to do some real things for my future.
My dream is to be a journalist, at least a writer. But I still afraid of the world outside. I’d really like to find a job here for another year. But I heard the challenge will be great, especially for Chinese. The first difficulty is Chinese all speaking English poorly, which make them hard in communication. Then find a job in the UK is very hard at the very moment. Chris said I should be self-confident; maybe I can take his words and find a chance for myself.